SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN HEAR LATELY BUT IVE HAD SOME DRAMA IN MY LIFE MY NOW EX BOY FREND DUMPED ME TO GO BACK TO HIS EX THAT WAS AT THE BEGING OF 2009 AND BEFORE THAT I DID NOT HAVE A BOY FREIND SINCE I WAS 15 NOW AFTER ONE WEEK AFTER MY EX DUMPED ME I FOUND SOME BODDY NEW EVEN IF HE WILL BE TURNING 40 THIS YEAR AND IM 23 IT AINT A BIG DEAL BUT ITS VERRY INTRESTING I STILL DO FIGURE SKATEING AND ALL THE STUFF I USALY DO AS IVE DONE FOR YEARS ITS JUST LIFE IS BETTER FOR ME NOW I WENT TO A MARILYN MANSON CONCERT IN 2007 AND WILL BE GOING AGAIN FOR 2009 ON MY OWN OF COURSE BUT MY BOY FREIND IS QUITE PROTECTIVE OF ME HE IS SORT OF HOW CAN I SAY IT THIS IS IN MY OWN WORDS {I MIGHT GET HURT OR INJERD OR SOMETHING BAD} BUT YOU GET THE DRIFT THAT DOSENT BOTHER ME THAT HE CARES FOR ME EVEN IM THE SAME WAY WHITH HIM YES I CAN BE IRITATING SOME TIMES LUCKLY HE POINTS THEASE THINGS OUT AND IM THANKFULL FOR IT AND THAT HE HAS KICKED MY ASS REALY HARD NOT LITARLY OF COURSE AND THATS MADE ME GET HELP FOR THINGS LIKE MY TRETS ITS NOT THE ONE WHERE U SWEAR ALOT I SAY THINGS I SHOULDENT SAY WHEN IM EXTREMALY HAPPY THAT I CANT CONTROL I DID NOT KNOW I HAD TRETS TILL LAST YEAR THAT COULD BE THE REASON THAT I DONT OR HAVE LOST FREINDS IN MY LIFE I ALSO HAD A METTAL PLATE TAKEN OUT OF MY FACE THIS YEAR BECAUSE IT WAS STARTING TO HURT ONE OF MY TEETH ANY WAY IT WAS PUT THERE BECAUSE I HAD CRANIO FACIAL SURGARY WHEN I WAS EATHER 12 OR 13 YEARS OLD BECAUSE I HAVE A CONDITION CALLD BINDER SINDROME ITS VERRY RARE BUT ITS NOT FROM DNA IT JUST HAPPENS AND THEY DONT KNOW HOW SO I HAVE SOME REALY UNUSAL THINGS ABOUT ME BECAUSE OF THIS I HAVE HANDS THAT LOOK LIKE THAY CAME FROM A SMALL CHILED EXTREAMLY WIDE FEET EVEN MY HEAD IS NOT A NORMAL SIZE ADALTS HEAD AND A EXTREMLY WIDE BACK ANY WAY AFTER I HAD MY OP I COULD BREATH THROUGH MY NOSE BECAUSE I WAS NEVER ABLE TO BEFORE AND ALOT OF THINGS STINK PRITY BADLY NOW THAT I KNOW WHAT CAT POO SMELS LIKE